humm....

You know what, my journal on gaia makes me wonder if i post something like this: "IM GONNA KILL MYSELF!!" would anyone will notice. And if they do, it'll prolly be too late. And that says a lot about my friends on gaia: they dont get online enough. Its pretty funny.
Im not planning on killing myself though....im sure at least someone outside my family will miss me. ^^
Haha, joking.

And what's funny is that i feel depressed when i dont talk to my boyfriend. But also sometimes talking to him(on the phone) makes me depressed. I guess its just a wierd relationship because sometimes when i talk to him on the phone he has this tone like he doesnt care but its mostly because he's distracted or tired.

But meh, rant rant rant.
Oh wait...must...say...somthing.....DEEP!!!
I like CHEESE!
Thats it, haha!

Oh and i've been "bonding" with Joey today....talking with him on gmail. And thank god he doesnt have a 'thing' for Ellen anymore....and he's changing his rules about hugging...because he said he's been missing out on a lot.. I'll say....he's right. So YES! I might be able to give him a hug! YAY!